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Friday, October 31, 2008 ♥ 3:41 PM

30.10.08
time now is 00:00++
mii alrr asleep for a while....
wake up noticing tat ct is not beside mii...
guess wad...
she is sitting on the floorr...
seeingg her like assleepp..
never wake her up..
went back to my dreamland....
she hv noybeen slpping...
my god....
5++ she went to shower le..

thn we all also wake up...
bathe..
breakfast..
in our schhol u....

now thn i noe saudah like banana tat much....
eat lots of banana...
next stop is st francis institution.
i think they super pro lorr...
handling at least 10 subjects...
hv 60++ sub altogether...
thn everyone compulsary 3 ccas...
wlw....
pro....
i surrender....

thn to the baba museum...
hot sial...
did i tell u how hot is malacca.??
dude..
is very hot...
+ staffy....

thn went too hotel..
ready 4 check out....
went to do our reflections...
this time round we hv our 2nd time writting bout each other....
another happy moments...
glad to noe my councillor better...
thn went out to hv lunch....
eat portuges thingy...
i suddenly hv a lot of mammy...
take things for mii to eat...
mammy liyani, mammy xiuhui & mammy cristine...

thn we hv our shopping time...
50 mins only...
i never buy anything lorrr..
whr got time...
such a waste..
thn ta pao mac....
back to singapore...

bye bye malacca....

thn went back....

6++
after custom...
matnor passport dunnoe go whr le....
ooopsss....

thn miss ang ask him to persuade her ....
thn he sing i m yoursss..
dedicated to her only one...
ohhh..
so romantic....
thn miss ang sae..
muz come out with one cheer...
tat can tell others we r the councillor from wdl....
haha...
thn guess wad...
we sang bunny song..
thn miss ang sae she juz heard it yesterdae...
while waitimg mdm rachel to bathe...
(miisss ang also watch bunny)
thn we sang the teachers dae song...
written by him one....
haha...
fun....
thn teacher still sae cannot...
at the end...
his only ones help him...
we hv a cheer....
super nice cheer...
all thxx to his only ones...

haha...
wee cheer super loud lorr...
thn reach back school at 7.30...
whole school dark,...
mr hu waiting for us...
so touch...
thn we chherr for him.....
got encho somemore...
hahas....
thn the passport with his only ones...
let him go persuade her....
fun hhu??
yess???
no???

tctc^^

♥ 3:13 PM

29.10.08
went to schaool early in the morning..
have some team bonding games...
thn split into 2 big groups...
write about wad we like bout others....

got back my paper...
super happy+touching

8.00
off we go...
to malacca....
bye bye singapore...
geez^^

chat with rofina..
plenty to talk bout...
dun ask mii y..
juz a lot...

12.++
reach malacca le...
have out lunch at the hotel...
dunnoe y dun wan let us check in first...

thn went to the historical site...
have another amazing race,\...
under the super duper hot sun...
tell u its blazing hot.....
this time round not 1/2 dead...
is 3/4 dead....
led still pain leiii....
thn only slp 4 hrs the dae b4....

by the time we finish is alrr 5.50
the cut off time...
the ppl arranging the race..
sae we are 1st group arrive in time...
haha...
so cool lorr..
he almost every week got arrange this type of camp leii!!!

thn went back to our hotel....
check in..
suppose to be bunk in the same room as saudah & liyani...
but thn i change room to slp with rofina & santia...
wash up time only left 1/2 hour...
chiong man...

thn went to hv our dinner...
at the same hotel..
same place....

thn after eating we hv our team bonding game.....
start at 09.00pm
u noe wad...
we playy the passing game....
use our necks only...
to pass oreo,tomato,banana,coke,lemon & apple...
suppose to pass all the wway to the back...
last person finish it,
thn pass another thing...

i get to eat oreo...
we never even passs lorr...
sure drop on the floor wan...
u wanna mii to eat arr..somemore been on so many's shoulder..
they dun even bathe..
due to the time..
thn ask mii eat??
tolong lorr..
i straight away put into my mouth...
i really pity juhaina...
she eat lemon leii...
hahas...

next game...
noeing each other bdae...
arrange ourself...
from big to smalll....
year not counted...
the only exeption is no communication...
so u can c a lot of monkeys thr...
hahas...

thn hv our last game...
puzzle game...
i hv seen the team work & lots of staff...
really never regret going this trip...

thn hv our reflections....

bed time...
finally.....
its alrr 12....
c my next blog!!!

tctc^^^

♥ 6:00 AM

28.10.2008
super ttiring lorr...
early in the morning reach school le...
thn my wan sin not feeling well...
malaysia boleh!!!
my team MALAYSIA....

went to have some paper work with mr philip...
thn off we go to our team bonding games...
the virus game very fun lorr...
run a while thn tired le..
omg....
so long never exercise..
thn run awile tired...
hahas..
mi fats a lot!!!

lunch time...

thn split into groups...
ready 4 amazing race...
so tiring...
u can't belive it....

all walking....
from school!!!
1st stop--swimming complex
2nd stop--blog 512,go play basketball,muz go in 150 balls
3rd stop--back to woodlands garden
4th stop--ask us go rp
5th stop--blog 36,climb up the stairs 15 floor thn come down again....
6th stop--innova jc...
walao wei...
8 stop altogether...
thn super hot somemore...
thn my wan sin early dead...
mii half dead le...

thn went back...
at 4.15
1st group to reach...
hahas....
thn the new councillor go back..
thni hv to stay back & consider whether wan them in our board or not...
super tired...

home.....
leg pain until dunnoe wad to sae....

tctc^^

Monday, October 27, 2008 ♥ 7:46 PM

my table finally botak le!!!
last time dun even hv place to sit...
so regret never take a pic of "b4" & "after"

hm.....
nothing interesting...
juz like tat lorr!!!

tctc^^

Sunday, October 26, 2008 ♥ 8:49 PM

hm....
went to cut my hair...
until very short now...
hahas...
dun care larr..

todae i m gonna intro u all one person;
name : nancy
age : 14
sex :dunnoe y...but is female...this is not obvious
nick :elephant
colour :beats me
sch :totally no idea
popular: of coz not
why :got bo
last met:last year
hobby : i dun wanna noe

todae i heard bout her from adrian...
not the guitar teacher...
but my pri sch fren..
haha....

he sae tat nancy went back to foon yew...
sae tat she alr finish her a level...
eng got a1 somemore...
hahas...
so funny...
thn sae wad she now at nus,
studying doctor...
i laugh until my stomach pain!!!
wad the hell lorr...

rediculas...
i cant believe ppl will make such a unbelivable joke....
thn now i dunnoe she doin wad dm's assisance...
thn catch my fren's hair & socks..

14 years old only...
if she is dam gd...
newspaper everywhr got her face le lorr....
lolzzz....

tctc^^

♥ 2:03 PM

IVY :)
Wo hen xiang ni baobei!

-Nina

Saturday, October 25, 2008 ♥ 8:28 PM

went to this workshop...
tot will be super boring...
actually quite fun...

this trainer sae
"i noe u all are computers,
when ur father nag,or mother nag,
u all r in screen saver mode,
soon become hybernate,
thn shut down!!!"
hahas...
quite true huh!!
hahas....\

thn he oso teach our parents wad is all this term...
'sux','emo','noob'
noob--
when parents argue with kid..
about to lose alr...
thn scold noob,
thn they will automatically switch off...
true huh??

emo

hair one steak...

covering one eye,

then the eye draw until very black....

look more depress the better!!!

hahas...
fun lar...
juz keep on laughing...
time flies lorr...

thn te trainer like to use terms like'
"face like tai lembu"
hahas,.....

thn he tell a lot of stories...
all very funny...
thn mii wanna go his camp,
but thn got another,,,
my dad sign up le....

Thursday, October 23, 2008 ♥ 5:43 PM

todae................................
sian...
last dae of sch le!!!
so early thn holidae........
bored...

but got vb training...
vb camp....
leadership training...
camp leader camp...
malacca trip...
ambasdr oso
actually got lots of stuff...

went for sc dialogue section...
principal wan oso went....
staffroom for mrs yap card(cca)
thn go to hall...
ermm.
after sch..
camp leader thingy..
follow by ambsd thingy...
councilor malacca trip...
mrs yap office....
qihua....
fetch my bro...
bank...
custom...
coffee shop....
home!!!!

basically is all this..

tctc^^

♥ 4:44 PM

hais...
take back report bk le...
1.1% to go to exp...
if only i pass my art un mid year..
i go exp le..

dun ask for more 50% enough le..
as i only got 36%
hais....
thn because of tat...
i cannot go....
is not like i cannot draw..
i can draw lei...
never pass up sketch bk only...

thn my class mate pass up le never finish still pass...
walao wei...
i super not shuang lorr..
i wanna to scream larr....

later my father come back sure kill me waannn....
i m not scared of being punish..
i only scared tat he is too dissapointed....
is he neat me thn he can be happie..
truthfully...
i hope he beat me up;.....

now worse...
yl staying back....
retain somemore..
ming ren sae he normally never study..
exam oso never lin shi bao fuo jiao!!!!

hais...
now wad??
i only glad tat i no need to c him in exp...
tats y i m not crying now..
i dun wan to face him..

teachers all sure think is coz of me wan...
i hope is not me lor.....
hurt....

thx mr yeo.....
for lending mii ur ear....
i grumble & complain so long...
almost an hour.....
to be exact is 49 minsss....
sharp!!!

THX MR YEO!!!

tctc^^

Tuesday, October 21, 2008 ♥ 9:03 PM

hm...
went to raya todae...
with a lot of ppl....
all malay...
exept me,jian ming & tracia..
raihan,anisah,nina,....
a lot lar...
10 or 11 of us...

suppose to meet up at 3.30...
boots & shoes..
went to eat at banquet b4 tat..
thn go anisah house..
borrow her baju kurung...

late late......
reach thr at 3.45
suprisingly...
we are early...

fakir they all come at 4.10....
wad is this man...
thn i hv to be back at 7!!!!
went to sembawang...
thn they anyhow anyhow....
dun even noe how to go...
thn we turn & turn..
walk & walk...
after visiting the place...
we found tat the busstop is juz under the blogg...
wad the f**
wast my time nia....
but earn $2

next stop is aqila's house..
for ur own safety..
pls stand behind the yellow line!!!!
by the time we reach thr is like 5.10

we sit down..
makan makan..
thn her mother cook curry...
and dunnoe wad kind of banana..
dam nice lor...
we dip bread into the currry..
shiok...
haha..
actually wanna be back ar 6..
thn end up6.35...
thn leave her house...
get 2 green packet from her parents...
hahas!!!

hm...
thn me and nina chiong back...
did i sae chiong???/
yea..
is really chiong tat type lorr..

erm...
thn reach back tracia house at 7.
get change...
hop in a taxi..
thn off we go..
reach custom at 7.30...
on time..
but taxi i pay...
$5.10
from tracia house to thr..
exp sial!!!

thn now i m home..
worrying bout tmr..
hais...
dun care larr...

gd luck and best wishes to all of you!!!
tctc^^

Monday, October 20, 2008 ♥ 7:23 PM

erm....
ok.....
this morning we hv our dunnoe wad program they call tat...
thn i hv this instructor who told us to built rockets..
lol..
okok larr...
little bit bored...

thn went back to class...
even boring...
we hv normal lesson being conducted!!!

went to eat sushi after tat...
quite nice after all..
full until dunnoe whr...
we spent 2.5 hour...
thr...
eat & laugh...

but i wonder y nina cried...
scared me sial...
hais...
hope she is better now...
hmm.......

result coming out le..
i hate tat man..
coz i noe the result wil be dissapointed!!!
hais....
juz hope 4 miracle....

tctc^^

Sunday, October 19, 2008 ♥ 5:09 PM

wonder wad he is doin thr...
after all he is over thr..
like thr thr...
thn online evrydae....
hm...
enjoying huh...
hahas..

nothing to blog bout...
no life one...
now juz keep on reading & reading...
1 week 3 bks...
thn totally addicted to drama...
found tt i hv plenty of time...

well...
hahas.....
so long never practise my piano le...
dun noe y no urge to play...
later i think i play...

let me c....
nothing le...

♥ 1:46 PM

first of all...
let me tell u al y i sae todae is a very special dae...
todae is the dae tt yl finally gain his freedom...
i wonder how he celebrate..
hmm........

todae is also wan xuan's bdae nia..
happy bdae!!!

my science sucks...
drop a lot le...
hais...
20++ marks...

lol...
i think i gonnaa miss the gd class now..
no mmood to study...
cant blame others...
expected to get this kind of results..
from 80+ to 60+
prohuh??
i think so lar...

yesteerdae is aesthetic dae...
perform ok ok only...
thn the bus uncle dunnoe we at his bus...
take us back to singapore custom...
heading to malaysia..
luckily i wake up..
if not i dun think i go school...
hahas...

2d once again is the best class of the term..
100% attendence..
we are pretty gd in pretending..
outsider always think we are a gd calss..
actually we a "devil" class ...

tctc^^

Thursday, October 16, 2008 ♥ 8:12 PM

lol...
went to school for the aesthetic dae rehersal...
boring until my home...

hahas....
ok...
todae is 16...
the dae we stead 3 months ago..
maybe is a gd dae larr...

i think i will take 16 as my jersey number....
maybe is good...
juz dun take 18 can le...
if u wanna noe wad so bad about it...
thn wait until my next blog lor..

hahaz!!!
todade thr is a guy....
i think he suffer from some kind of mental prob...
he keep on talking to himself...
for almost 1/2 an hour....
i cant stand him lor..
he can tok about everything & anything...
lolz...
i think he can become speaker lor...
seriously,
nobody is paying attention but he can keep on toking...
dunnnnoe to who...
this is the most important thing...

he sae he go to singapore not 30 daes or 30 months...
he go there for 30 years...
u think i interested??
loolzzz..
thn c my back got "ivy"
oso got comment...
sae wad mikel lar...
indonesia oso got a lot of mikel lar,jordan lar...
u think i interested...
nobody is payin attention lor..

he juz keep on talking & talking...
haiz..
still got wad arr???

went to leadership training...
learnt a lot of things...
about both leadership and frens bonding..

tmr will be checking of strips...
not looking forward at all...
aesthetic performances oso hv...

dun look forward**
never mind..
hahas...
tats all for the dae..

tctc^^

Tuesday, October 14, 2008 ♥ 8:58 PM

wad a dae!!!!
he go back china alr...
now thn i noe
kinda slow...
hahas...
even aston noe earlier thn me...
he msg everyone exept me...
hais....
sad..

wad a boring dae...
did nothing todae...
might as well dun go school...
i m not going tmr...
heck care...
hahas!!!

but they sae he will be back at november...
to me might as well dun go...
lolzzz~~~

never mind larr...

tctc^^

Sunday, October 12, 2008 ♥ 7:15 PM

same same lor....
erm...
nothing special....

went to visit the library....
all the books so new lorr...
hahaz....

thn still hv wad???
erm.....

lets think....

kk...
i went to watch connected yesterdae....
was like wow...
its cool....
erm..
really nothing special!!!
hahas....

tctc^^

Saturday, October 11, 2008 ♥ 5:56 PM

went to piano lesson!!!

thn still got wad
???
erm..
my head hurts.....

not happie!!!!
tats all i can sae....
dun feel like bloggging about it...

more use to tell it to somemoe....somebody!!!
but never mind....
thr isit anyone can listen now...
so i shall wait and let it be in my heart.....

tats all!!!
tctc^^

Friday, October 10, 2008 ♥ 5:53 PM

finally!!!
the paper is as chicken as b4....
hahas.....

thn went for the councillor thingy.....
going to malacca....
should be happy or not....
i dunnoe!!!!

all the councillor sit wif their groups....
i doesn't really hv close fren thr other thn rofina....
then somemore hv training..
i mean leadership!!!!

dun care larr...
thn went to find qian yee they all...
watch painted skin.....
so nice lor....

still got wad nehh???
oh yea...
tracia lost her phone...
wlw...
we all scared like one kind....
went back & find....
thx antie....
help us find the phone...

every time go watch movie sure wif him one...
suddenly nobody to let me lie on...
i think is coz of tat,
i now feel like vomitting!!!!

haiz...
erm....
i thinks tat's all for the dae!!!

happy bdae,bro!!!

tctc^^

Thursday, October 9, 2008 ♥ 3:22 PM

did the same thing todae....
look at the sky..
but thr isit any cloudsss..............
wad a dae!!!

never go and play pool with them....
becoz i wanna yl go....

the way he look at ppl had change...
i dun wan to noe y....

tmr is my bro bdae...
my dad came back....
wanna fetch him go and buy bdae present he oso dun wan....
children now a daes...

my siblings all hv bdae present one....
think back i alrr have so long never get a bdae present from them...
really dunnoe how to tresure sial....
sure got present one..
juz he get to choose he oso dun wan!!!!

since i was pri3...
i never gotten a bdae present....
some more on my 9 yrs old bdae....
me eat at home,
then my parents n sis go out n eat...
so memoriable!!!!

hahaz...
never mind....
last time i dunnoe y have to carry on my life...
thn i slowly learn i carry out my life for him....
now totally dunnoe y i hv to live le....

but still.....
i m alive....
and becoz of this....
i will be strong!!!

tmr last paper....
everyone muz chiong!!!

gd luck!!!
tctc^^

Wednesday, October 8, 2008 ♥ 4:35 PM

the math paper easy until dunnoe how sial...
thn miss tan kep asking me to check!!!!

lol....
i check until i think i can rmb all ans i wrote....
gee^^

todae went to library....
thn to horizin...
like go thr got study like tat..
actually hv larr....

a while onlyy....
but i still study ok!!!

erm...
he sae he found new gal le....
altough dunnoe who is it...
but still ok larr...
as long as they like each other....
thn i will be glad....

coz爱是不求回报的！！！

tmr physics paper....
wlw....
hope the paper not hard...

last time get80%..
now if can pass i will be so happiee!!!!

gd luck!!!
tctc^^

Tuesday, October 7, 2008 ♥ 7:34 PM

haiz....

the paper so hardd....
esp the stupid chinese....
i dun even understand sial....

wad is this man....
i hope tat the report book will not be issued...
no eyes to c my own result...
all paper also dunnoe how to do......

lolzzz.......
todae at library after chem paper......
sae go study also talk only....

hahaz.....
thn yl & jing yang oso gt go...

haiz....
no mood to study lorrr.....

the sky todae very nice....
clouds very nice oso...
like cotton candy....

hahaz....

everyone muz jia you oo!!!

gd luck!
tctc^^

Monday, October 6, 2008 ♥ 9:48 PM

lol...
the stupid geog so hard nia...

ppl dunnoe how to do...
then the eng no time...

i do slow slow tot got lots of time...
at the end no time sial..
omg...!!!!!

tmr will be hving chem....
now thn only wanna study....

hahaz...
went to cs with peisee,wan win,wan qing and jasmine..
haha...
joke aroundd only...

gd luck everyone /...
tmr examsss!!!!

tctc^^
gd luck my frens

Sunday, October 5, 2008 ♥ 6:15 PM

too tired t love me anymore...

i can understand tat...
but i cant when u sae u wanna transfer out...
back to china somemore....

wad u mean
??

i wonder...
stole my heart away....
and go back to ur country???

huh huh huh??

plss dun be so cruel,
my darling....
really......

let me pay back wad i did....
sincerly.....

♥ 3:16 PM

todae is another boring sae...

every other dae is boring....

the whether is funny anyway...
so hot thn suddenly rain..
hahazz....

but the sky is so nice...
tat type of blue...
and tat kind of cloud...

juz tat my whole body is aching todae..
hand and knee so pain....
haiz....

still hvent talk to him yet...
really cannot be frenss oo!!!

he is not going to malacca...
should i be happy or not??
haiz..
i wonder......

tomorrow having geo & eng..
everyone muz jia yoou o....
kampetei together!!!

Saturday, October 4, 2008 ♥ 6:42 PM

04.10.08

wlw...
back so pain lorrr....
my father train me so hard...

too long never play volleyball leeee...

back muscle terrible like shit...

never minddd...

nothing special todae....
lolx....

oh yea.....
todae is jiayi's bdae....
is a very special dae...

HAPPY BIRTHDAE!!!!!!JIA YI

Friday, October 3, 2008 ♥ 4:32 PM

03.10.2008

hope everyone did fine for this exam....
esp those frens around me...

i pray so hard to the god when the exam start...
hope tat everyone will do fine...
really...

esp him...
although he so no heart to me...
not even frenship....

haiz...
juz hope tat it will over fast....

nothing special todae...
juz like tat....

met jing yang n his girl...
her stead very chio lor...
wad a lucky guy.....

good luck everyone
^^

Thursday, October 2, 2008 ♥ 7:40 PM

cant evern be frens....
i wonder....
sad......

wait until i forget everything...
next life maybe we can be frens...
this is wad he told me...

sad...
heart break...
really....

wad i do to make him hate me so much...
i wonder.....
really....

he became a person i totally unfarmiliar with...
harsh.....
cruel.....

sad....
wanna cry...
bt i cant.....
cannot!!!!

♥ 6:24 PM

从来不相信我的世界可以有多完美,痛苦,寂寞,还有一些疲惫.不允许他人随意进入我的零度空间,宁愿孤独,懒得再去想谁.两个人一起是否只是得到一种安慰.衬托,过去,然后忘记一切.没想过有一天我的结局忽然全部改变,谁会捉住我的无力双倍?怎么会哭??
相信这一切的一切,走出了我的零度空间,不过换来的是空虚一片.好孤单,好寂寞....若是知道结局会是如此可悲,当初就不该走出我的零度空间.
如今一切的一切都已成了定居,无法改变...后悔又如何??怀念又怎样??都已经无法改变...怀念你的拥抱,想念我们一起度过的时光.现在这一切都只是回忆.是痛苦的回忆还是美好的回忆?我不知道!!!真的!!!
现在我已无法回到我的零度空间...一个人...孤孤单单,茫茫然然地走着,毫无方向地一直走....一直走....找不到入口,更找不到出口.
早已找不到我的零度空间.失去了我当时的微笑,我当时的坚强.想哭就哭,不开心也不会把我平时的招牌微笑挂在嘴边....
是你教会了我不该如此坚强...做什么是早已满满地习惯依赖着你.....习惯了你在我身边的 .....把一切的一切当成理所当然....没有了你 ,,,就连笑都好难好难....真的!!!!
到底谁会捉住我的无力双倍????哭了....心好痛好痛.为什么要哭????佳琦...不能再哭了!!!
过去的两个月,我的世界已彻底地改变....不后悔当初所作出的决定.....因为我学到了如何去爱你.
现在....我比以前还爱天空....就好爱,好爱....我的世界顿时变得好暗好暗.....又得重新开始,重新适应.至少我学到了如何轰轰烈烈地去爱一场....这是你教我的.要爱就得轰轰隆隆地爱.这样一来,结束了也不会后悔.

我向上帝起誓....祝你幸福,快乐!!!!!