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Tuesday, September 29, 2009 ♥ 8:58 PM

exam its coming...

i dunnoe wad i'm doing now..

but obviously not studying...

1st paper falls on next week..

eng and mt paper...

juz nice its yiqian's bdae..

her bdae every year during exam period man>.<

but still..

she had nice fren to celebrate with her..

ytss will start their exam tmrr..

both eng paper..

ytzen...jiayou!!!!

好烦。。。好累！！！

现在的心，

是冷的，麻木的。

该说呢，还是不该说。。。

烦，

算了。。。

洗了冷水澡，现在舒服多了。。

实在害怕说了以后许多简单的事情会变得很复杂，

放过我好吗？？

我真的受不了了。。

现在我终于明白你当时的感受，

我眼前已出现了，

反映了当时的我。。。

真的好愚蠢，好傻。。

我到底伤了你多深。。。

想了好多，还是没有结论。

只知道自己很怕失去。

我到底是怎么了？？

我不知道，只想面对着大海呐喊。。。

好想大哭一场。。。

不过找谁的肩膀？？真的不知道

还是不能对你老实，抱歉。。。

真的好多事要烦哦！！！

感觉就快不行了。

不行也得行。。。

因为我没有选择，

走一步，算一步吧。

真的好想好想哭 L

Monday, September 28, 2009 ♥ 7:25 PM

woots!!!!
finally i gt the feeling of studyin le..
chiong arr....

ytd started to revise on geog...
my bro sae i m focus..
he sae i this kind of person very jialat...
when dun wan to do..
can completely dun do...
but once i set my target..
i will chiong all the way....
at 1st i dun understand lorrr..
thn he sae when i study,
i wun listen to music or look here and thr..
study means study..
can focus for 2+
i tot tat is the way to study??
thn he said no singaporean can do wad we foon yew ppl do...
its like the culture of foon yew high lorr(my ex sec sch)

thn i tell him i dunnoe after my o's i wanna do wad...
thn he sae i shd go jc...
pioneer???
anglo chinese or anderson...
mayb i will go acjc... of pjc barr...

i scared i cant cope man>.<

btw...
ytd had crazy time at my bro's room...
he got sayang mii lorrr..
so yea...
xoxo...

after completing my notes 4 geog..
i m going to chiong for my math...(e math,poa,a math)
wenchun alr bought his weapons le...
got a feeling i will lose to him...
thn i gt to treate zhentao and him seol garden(upgrade from pastamia)
haha...
the 3 of us compete...
the lousiest one treate...
zhentao comfrim win..so yea..
my target is wenchun!!!!

i really starting to miss u le>.<
this week most prob wont meet>.<
haishh...
stay strong...

Sunday, September 27, 2009 ♥ 3:29 PM

lol...
i really shd start studying>.<

went to foochew association ytd..
kind of far thn late alr..
so sort of cab thr(coz took mrt 1st)

okies..
its boring>.<
most of the price winners is from raffles gals..

zhangchuan join us after tat...
chat,talk, c him preform magic(and cheat little kids' feelings)
home at ard 10...

reach home at 11.45...
thn go to my frens house...
yea..
midnite....
xoxo...
but din stay long coz still hv to bathe..

i feel so proudd of myself...
chat over phone from 12.30 till2.53
hahas...
crazy yea..
battery run off...
tats y end the chat at2 plus..
if not i think we can chat till this morning...

was up at 7am..
got to wash my art materials>.<
dosent hv enough slp..
my head really feel like bursting lorr...

went too the art exam..
i suddenly notice tat..
i m at grd8 at both piano and art...
tho i think i will fail them both...

really shd go studdy le...
b4 its too late..
this week scedule is not as crazy,,,
mondae till thur end at 6..nr
but fridae ends at 12.30...
woohoo.. <3

eoy...
faster come and go larrr>.<

i really miss him le...
nrm,...
ivy is strong>.<

stay strong

Saturday, September 26, 2009 ♥ 11:13 AM

erm/..
okies...
i m kind of shock...
coz the chinese essay writting i tot is some random one...
who noes is world chinese student essay writting competition..
23 country took part... 6000000 ppl took part>.<
gosh..
now thn i noe...

so..
its something like.,..
muz go tonite..
alone...
nobody acc mii leii...
haishh....

wei en taking big exam ..
so yea...
nvm larr...

ytd sch end extremely early ...
so gym with wenchun...
he still training his muscle
(struggling actually)
thn his bro join him after tat..
weijie(bernard) thn got to noe him...
crazy time after tat....
hang out with them...
chat and dring bubble tea(make fun of wen chun)
thn next thing i noe..
i at their fren's house...(royston)
float thr like a ghost...
trying to behave myself and dun b crazy in front of royston's parents
thn hung out with them...
crazy and laugh like nobody's business..
get to noe lots of frens...
although all equally crazy..
but fun to b with...

went back sch to play vb...
shiok...
xoxo,..

inside car also crazy with cousin and the driver...
i grew to like the driver more le:)
hoho...

i can smell myslef now...
got to go bathe:)
bye ppl...

Thursday, September 24, 2009 ♥ 9:27 PM

gosh...
its my 2nd post for the dae...
i still cant gave up on technology and go back to my book...
they r piling up at my table..
staring at mii le larr...

haishh...
the chinese essay thingy,
nobody acc mii to go...
so i dun think i m going le...
its like a family and frens event..
and i m thr alone??
gosh..
no way man>.<

gtg and try to study...
u noe wad...
after so long...
i now thn notice tat,
in my study room,
thr is still singapore line>.<
aiya...
but the line v weak,...
if thr is awill.
thr is a way:)
xoxo...

go study 4 my geog le...

♥ 8:16 PM

lol...
i dun really noe wad i wan now...
its torturing mii man>.<

i think my class result is like going up and improving...
mine is like...slipping down(juz like geh)
really muz go study le larr..;
suddenly realise tat thr is so much to study for...
esp humans....
gr...
can anyone slapp mii??
ask mii tot study pls....

IVY...
WAKE UP AND STUDY LARRR....

study study study...

todae's weather is kinda crazy...
sudden coldness and blazing hot after tt...
tmr comfirm tio sun burn...
was roasted now...

oh...
and i won some random chinese essay competition...
from the foochew association singapore...
hm...
this is the essay...

单车上的老公公

“铃。。。。。。”终于下课了。我松了一口气。今年刚上初三的我，被繁忙的课业压得都快喘不过气来了。
背着那沉甸甸的书包离开校园，在车站等巴士。这往往是人潮最多的时候，不仅是我们放学，临近的一间小学也在这个时候下课，下午班的学生也在此时报到。人和交通挤在一块儿，大家都忙着争取宝贵的时间。
就在这个时刻，我突然听见一个学生喊到：“你们快看，快点快点。。。。。。”
我好奇地从人潮济济的人群中望过去，一个老公公推着一辆破旧的老单车。单车后面装着一个看似像手工制作的木板，上面坐着一个刚入学的孩童。
在众多的汽车，巴士，学生，家长，老师等之间，老公公还是露出那疲惫的笑容推着他的孙子。不过那炽烈的太阳毫不留情地在发出那炎热的光芒。只见那老公公神色自若，一边推着单车，一边和他的孙子聊天。
这并不是什么吸引人的镜头，更不是什么令人热血沸腾的画面，但是我却被这个情景深深感动了。
就在这个时候，我看见我的女佣从巴士里走下来，看见我后便问我想吃什么，很自动地，又把我的书包往他自己的背上提。
这时我回头一看，只见那位老公公依依不舍，像是放不下心地站在那间学校门口，直到看不见他的孙子为止。
看着，看着，不知道为什么，眼泪仿佛快控制不住了。不是因为四周环境的原因，只觉得我的心里充满了魅力和谐的音符。
有钱人的家庭给孩子一切物质上最好的享受，他是伟大的。
穷人的家庭把一切他们所拥有的，全部都给孩子，他们更加伟大！

yea...
xoxo...

got to go and try to study now...
eoy/..
faster come and go larr>.<

Wednesday, September 23, 2009 ♥ 9:13 PM

unglam

kuala bear^.^

actually post longer one lorr..

thn stupid!@#$%@

suddenly hang.,..

thn everything hv to retype le...

lazy...

define jealous??

m i jealous now???i guess so

jealous over wad??only god noes it

okiess..

i think i flank my paper todae..

everyone flunk it i think...

really too tired to think le...

suprisingly,

my 1st msg todae is from yee tat...

i was like barefooted(again>.<),hair not tie up...

slping on the table outside staffrm...

too tired le larr..

the thing i m confuse bout...

well...

i told wei en...

she is still my best fren and cousin...

told my gals bout it oso....

went to hall todae..

to teach edmund piano(skip lunch)

thn saw this office clerk...

she was like"wad u guys doing here""u one boi,and one gal"

sian...

thn still sae wad,,

"alone??with the lights off??"

!@#$%%

gosh...

in the 1st place she nvr even gv us time to switch on the lights lorr...

pissed>.<

thn she was like questioning...thn sae are we suppose to b thr...

the sch rule oso nvr sae cant hang out at hall marr..

somemore i go thr so often...

(means i skip meal often too...btw,i nvr eat dinner oso :)

HAPPIE BDAE JULIET ^.^

timothy's sis oso..leandra or allyson???

haha...

i is love all of u one larrr ^.^

Tuesday, September 22, 2009 ♥ 9:54 PM

okiess...
morning went to wanqing house...
and guess wad..
its alr 6....
they overslept...
both maids overslept too...
wth...
luckily wasnt late for sch...

i m kinda crazy todae...
zhentao cant tahan mii...
wrong medication in the morning,.
coz too tired le i think....

hm...
i think i good gal in chem lesson...
too tired to do anything stupid...

sch went as per normal..
other thn i was extremely crazy todae...

went to sch hall for piano after sch...
thr is this guy tat cant play piano anymore,..(doc sae so)
and he is super sad bout it...
his papa burn all his music sheet>.<

meet timothy after tat...
movie again...
wad else is thr for us to do...
oh...
and went to find my bro's bdae present.>.<
so mafan...
alien in the attics^.^
stupid but nice i think...
i m still young:)

i dunnoe wad is the problem with mii now a daes..
kind of cant sleep at nite...

yesterdae slept at ard 2 and wake up at 4...
really cant slp...
the dae b4 yesterdae i slept at midnite oso...
a lot of things is running in my head...
loads..>.<

confused...??!!!!
mayb barr...

hm....
i m so going to kill my bro...
how can he went to another gal's house telling his stead tt he go home....
wad the hell...
ant the whole kampung ppl is searching for him...
he never even pickup any calls or wad...
pissed off>.<

haishh.....
i dunnoe wad to sae...
but currently i m confused with lots of things...
timothy dunnoe it...
zhentao dunnoe oso...
wansin i oso haven tell...
mayb will tell nina insteadd..
b4 zhentao chop my head off...
i m sure he will do tat if i tell him>.<

dun care larr...
confused...
confused
confused...

shant think lots tonight...
i think will go slp soon....
if i can...

still hv unglam pic of mine when staurdae sentosa beach vb trip...
will post it next time...
so yea

Thursday, September 17, 2009 ♥ 8:53 PM

DICTIONARY TIME:
another word added to my dictionary:)
>>BRUNNER
-its a noun
it means breakfast,lunch and dinner combine into one meal
>>brunnering
-verb:)

ohmy!!!
i m going slc blue again...
out of a sudden...
my facilitator:zisiang

xoxo...our ecp outing pic
12noon??

i miss u guys man...YCI<3 href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEioXo5FOGnR-hrASM5N02iA9U9R3NNkKbCNHay-ORVZw5afF3vfUjyflKUxwdDVDxvdJErNJPo9BxQ8aDuon30_TXu2bREqi1Ur-V6LZNAKxVQTu5uOYCJtZhA9VllmeS09aGXI8NcweWBD/s1600-h/DSC00649.JPG">

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gals pic :)

(lazy to find our TUCANAE pic...

but is chio de lor...

slc...muz gambatte in eoy exam)

ivy is demanding on outing!!!!

wasnt well behave in chem lesson todae...

was a bit wild...

thn the teacher was like...

as a head councillor...u shd noe wad u are doing...

blar blar blar...

trying real hard to concentrate 4 the lesson

1st 10 mins

this is the result of after 20 mins...

cant take it anymore

dun need to sae...

this is after 45 mins:)

mr yeo and mdm lenny on mc todae...

so it is a light dae for mii...

went to CHIJ for game oso...

quite fun...

nah..

its v fun indeed...

nvr regret going....

oh... one last thing...

is beach volleyball easy to play>??

i guess not...

todae its 20090917...

xoxo...

stay strong babe...

ich leibedich

aslindah take one...

i act paying attention:)

Wednesday, September 16, 2009 ♥ 8:20 PM

i notice aslindah blog got more pictures of mii leii..
stole so much of my pic...>.<

shall take lots of her pic next time...
thn take the 1st pic so unglam:p
hahas...
but its nice to noe tat i m the main person she is blogging for the dae:)

i love u man...

now i m somehow keeping in touch with zisiang again...
i misss slc...tucanae

♥ 7:20 PM

noticed tat i din post bout sch life ytd.
in other words, i 4get bout my sunlove grandpapa,grandmama totally..
feel damn bad can>.<

a few familiar faces over thr,
suprisingly, they rmb mii...
ask mii bout whr i the other fren(referring to ylc8)
>.< dunnoe wad to reply thn change sub
taught them how to fold cranes...
can c tat our table is the nosiest & full of laughter one...
the other so quiet...
i walk pass them oso feel cold cold de...

todae sch is....hm, as per normal >.<
only tat i focus more on my storybook.
mr yeo is on mc...
so my sch ends at 3, and i feel damn wierd.

went to thought edmund piano.
he is EXTRORDINARY talented.
dun hv teacher lei, can play till so well.
self learner>.<
if only i m half as good.
though his toughing and pedelling really...
yea...
but he is good man:) gambatte lorr

went to gym after tat...with wenchun
ran 15mins for 10.2(speed larrr)
remainding 5 mins only avg 8.5 (speed)
thn climb stairs for 10 mins gv up le. too bored(57 floors i think)
work on my legs and stomach todae :)
thanks wenchun 4 ur shirt...
no need to hint mii to return u...
i keep for wad man,,
though is obs shirt larr..
u gv mii free i oso need to consider...
waste space in my cabinet>.<

he gave mii a ride on his bike later on....
(he can carry mii??? i so heavy)
i only let ppl carry mii 1 time b4.
and tat is zhentao...
he cheer mii up (in the morning fight with dad till cry)
he bike mii, thn i was damn scared(1st time standing on a staner,somemore the bike no brake)
i screamed and screamed like nobody business...
thank god its windy....
one of the wildess dae i will rmb.
thankyou zt:)

comeback to reality:
wenchun bike mii to a bubble tea shop.
it is damn cheap and damn nice
mango sago....damn nice

tmr is 17th>.<
is a day for joy and sorrow..
thinking of texting him...
shd i???
20090917....
but now i m contented larr...
got u marr... <3
u always rock my life

my class now is crazy over magic now...
zhentao learn superb fast(the tricks)
if only i m half tat clever >.<

shall end here...
no pictures...
and its wordy...i noe....
coz got ppl wan to read..
so i post long long :)

Tuesday, September 15, 2009 ♥ 8:46 PM

hm...
i dunnoe y now a daes i will get drench out so easily...

from now onwards my timetable will be like...
mondae:6
tuesdae:6
weednesdae:6
thursdae:6
fridae:6
seeing the same teacher somemore...
gosh.. a math, e math and physics....
kill my braincells man...

most importantly...
i dun wish to try it again...
2 weeks of not seeing each other,can really kills.

i now thinking of staying in singapore....
but thn i dun think it will make much of a diff...
i will prob go home early and slp>.<
did i mention tat i m currently staying alive coz of CHOCS??
i now everydae one bar of chocs man....
its fattening lorr...

lets imagine life in singapore:
6am:wake up
6.30am:leave house
sch sch sch
6pm:sch dismiss(and tat is 12 hrs alrr)
6.15pm:out of sch,heading to somewhr for dinner with tracia n xin
7pm:study with them at library or their house
8.30pm:drag my feet home. bath online and do hw
11pm:slp
i m still hoping 48 hrs a day man...

since thr isnt such thing as 48 hrs adae...
so my life depending on chocs...
i dun eat meals man. juz recess time i eat something, nite eat fruit.
and one dae will juz pass...

2 more daes and it is 17 again...
time really fliesss....
my c gals die le larrr....
i now adaes keep on foucsing on them...
train them like they robot...
oh...dun ask mii y i m taking charge again>.<
wad m now in vb???player??captain?? gd question

eoy faster come and go pls....
tho i haven start anything on it yet...
and my mood now is more on holidaes thn exam>.<

(long enough 4 u to read?? hahas)

Wednesday, September 9, 2009 ♥ 6:28 PM

tracia's jump(jump larr antie..wrong demo to sec ones)

wansin's jump(is jump not skip) :)

my jump...(isnt perfect too..my thigh doesnt feel like mine le)

went to c doctor juz now....wth....he almost gotten mii killed i think>.<. my muscles alr ache le, he still dunnoe how to be more gentle.. he said a lot of biological term...which i din even understand a single bit... juz something bout its time for mii to rest..dun do so much exercise.

haishh... gotten a lot of scoldings now a daes. bcoz of vb stuff.. i gt my muscles ache by doing punishment...and i m still oweing teacher quite a lot of pumping.. i will return it tmr...tho i think i m a problem child in her eyes now. she tok to mii i nvr even reply man..."is u lazy to reply mii, or u think u r wasting ur time to reply mii, or u think i very unreasonable,thr isnt a need to reply". i oso nvr reply her man>.<>

yiqian...sorrie sorrie...yesterdae nvr really get to noe u..and madalene oso:( gt to fly back to sch.hmm... used to it le. i m suppose to b thr no matter wad. acc to teacher...

nt everything is sad though. yesterdae morning was still fine. watched the proposal at amk. 1040. the cinema open so early man.>.<

shall blog till here...dun wish to recall the sad thing. now thinkin of wheter to go 4 training or nt. but it seems like i din really hv a choice, i cant din turn myself up tmr. even saying i m sick, i will be gettin a real smacking from teacher. but i realy dun feel like going to vb bbq man. for the 1st time,my dad actually agree to this type of things when i dread not to go. wad is the problem now.

how much angst...a lot

tired.exausted.giving up

Sunday, September 6, 2009 ♥ 1:15 PM

DICTIONARY TIME:
angst??strong feelings of anxiety & unhappiness bcoz u are worried bout ur life,ur future,or wad u shd do in a particular situation

zhen tao once tell mii...
if u really like someone from the depth of ur heart..
u can feel wad he or she is feeling right now...
i believe u noe...
coz i always noe when i will recieve his msg...
i will hv the feeling. no need to wait for vibration.
once i hold the phone, it will vibrate.

last nite i cant slpp..
angst??
mayb bar...
was wondering...
how come my heart suddenly feel so cold...
then started to question myself...
how much do i really noe him?? not much i guess...
wad is he thinking bout everytime??i dunoe
wad does he wooried bout???this is an even better question...

he always hv the look in his eyes...
like he is afraid of losing something or too worried bout something,..
always thinking & QUIET >.<

how much angst??
lots baby.. LOTS>.<

the best place i can be is in his hug now...
only then my heart is no longer cold...
its always freezing when its raining...
it always does, even now...

ich leibedich...

Wednesday, September 2, 2009 ♥ 8:48 PM

wad kind of weather is this man>.<

took this with the help of mrt mirror...

not good in taking pic now adaes...

even timothy is better thn mii.

need to reflect le :p

oh....

c who is sleeping :)

i take without him knowing:)

feel so proud of myself

lets do a quick breakdown in my results 1st...
eng:64(worst sub,as usual)

mt:75(drop 5 marks:(

a math:79

e math:87

physics:92

chem:87

com.humans:74

poa:81

alright...this is my result...

yesterdae is more worth toking bout compare to todae....

reach wansin house at 9...

as usual.... i reach thr le...relactunt to leave..

so was 20mins late :p

i feel so bad man....

took mrt to vivo...

reach thr at 11.04 i think...

if i nvr rmb wrongly...

head to sentosa after tat...

i was complaining "so hot man...i like windy daes"

thn we climb to the top of the tower...

i was wishing for a little of rain and wind...

who noes god like mii so muh yesterdae...

it started raining heavily and thn the wind was so strong..it can blew mii away easily>.<

we suppose to seek shelter...

so we stay up thr..

but rain so big...the whole place wet oso..

we were drench in rain...

shivering...

playing in rain isint tat fun after all...

we were in the rain for 2 hrs man

and timothy is naked>.<

who ask him lazy to bring extra set of clothes...

had a bowl of hot noodle after we get off the place..

xoxo...

thn head back to vivo..

since the weather doesnt go any better...

timothy is still wet...

thn we go inside aircon...

gosh...

we din do much thr...

we only spend our time turning round & round serching for mrt

head to amk hub for movie....

reach thr bout 4...

thn leave thr at ard 6.30

bus back..

coz we gt nothing better to do...

conclusion of all these lengthy and wordy post:

FUN AND LUCKY :)

2 weeks of not seeing each other really make us grow...

wad doesnt kills u, only makes u stronger :)

ich leibedich...