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Monday, August 31, 2009 ♥ 9:07 PM

after 2 weeks...
finally we meet each other...

dun ask mii how is todae's teachers dae...
coz i oso blur...
although i m the H.council
hahas...
i blur the whole thing...
but thn i recieve lots of bombs le...
juz bcoz i m the head...
cant they bomb the tail???!!!

went out....
cwp....
lunch at horizon..
but we end up staring at each other...
so went to mac for ice cream and fries instead...

bandslam after tat...
hohoo...
i like sa5m...
5 is silent>.<
i like her vocal :)

the movie end ard 2.30...
we bus to yishun,..
thn bus back...
juz to kill time >.<
no life huh///

hahas...
my backside hurts man...
(will upload pic of timothy dozing off in the bus later)
went to fetch my baby sis...
hahas...
reach thr a bit early...
thn we sit at the stairs and stare at each other...
we no life one..
nothing to do le..

thn i got my sis to sae the longest word in eng..
some biological term...
which i dunnoe oso...
is longer thn supercalifragilisticexpielidocious lorr...
is something like neumono..blabla...scopious.. bla....volcano??
juz a lot longer thn supercali lor...

timothy sae...
no doubt she is ur sister>.<
hahas....
wth....

looking forward to tmr....
yes!!!!
hahas//

sentosa...
here i come :)

Sunday, August 30, 2009 ♥ 2:57 PM

supercalifragilisticexpielidocious...
its something u sae when u dunnoe wad to sae...
hm...

a spoonful of sugar,
helps the medicine goes down...
hm...
super sad now..
like everything oso no mood,...
dun ask mii y...
got smthing happen..
which i dun feel like saying...
juz hope miracle will happen...

no mood now..
tonite going to a party..
i dun think i will enjoy myslef with this kind of mood...
>.<

haish...

Saturday, August 29, 2009 ♥ 3:02 PM

china town trip...
went twice this week..
mondae and fridae..
both learning journey...
hm...
this is the room whr 5 to 8 ppl will live in
oh gosh..
frankly speaking..
my bathroom is bigger thn this,...
wth...

noe more bout singapore history..
quite interesting actually:)

oh...
how diff am i in sch uniform,
and in home clothes..
verydiff i tell u..
the moment i had my tie on..
i change into another person..
more stern u can sae...
but it hang half way thr..
beware of my playfulenss :)

hm...
mr yeo's bdae..
this is wad we gv him...
everybody contribute one page..
thn we bind into one book
"this is the best gift u can gv mii,
is uncomparable and no matter how rich u are...
u cant buy this.."by mr yeo
so touching.

got back my marks...
eng: 64 (worst sub)
e-math:88
chem:89
physics:92
mt:75(the worst result in my sec sch life)

others sub dunnoe yet..
seems like i flank my language like my twin sister>.<
ok..
shall work harder next time...

teachers dae coming le...
hope its going to be a good one..

hm...
i flank my piano exam too>.<
wth..
ppl prepare grrd 8 in 2 yrs...
i prepare it in 5 months...
if i m not a head councillors..
got the luxury of life..
i think i can cope...
i m not putting the blame on council..
is when i decide to take the exam...
i m not one yet...
once i noe i m going to be the head council..
i noe i will not do well in my piano le..
the time given is really...
so yea

looking forward to next week...
shant be this busy anymore:)
whoosh...

i cant believe i can stay so strong..
2 weeks of not seeing him...
i carry the pink bear with mii everydae..
i prefer something tat i caan bring along with mii everydae...
so i can stare at it everytime...
put at home is like... i dun think i will look at it lor..
reach home is alr bed time...

i miss you,
ich leibeidich...

stay strong

Wednesday, August 26, 2009 ♥ 9:56 PM

hm...
those ppl tat shd lift up my burden is now my burden...
wth??!!!
actually is true larr...
sorry yea babe..
u oso can tell mii wad u r stress bout..
if u can be thr for mii...
so can i...
we can exchange stress one...
it will be better if u tell mii:)
i can take it one,
sumpah wont fall asleep..
mayb i hv solution lei??
hahas..

piano exam>.<
shall blog bout it next time..

for now i wan to tok bout my vb gals..
i really dunno wad to do with them..
u dunnnoe wad to do with ur boys..
i dunnoe wad to do w my gals...
haish....
ms niu find mii todae...
tok lots of things....
so i m not responsible...
ms niu, i believe i m not a gd captain..
and i really dun understand bout
"u v happie when u c others cant lead the gals,
thn prove tat u r the best captain is it?"
wth??!!!
i think i cant control my gals lor..
i dunnoe how to lead them...
dun even hv a kick start...
at least u still noe u need to change ur leadership style..
i now is seriously lost...
can i juz quit voleyball??
(dun even think bout it,ivy)

councillors???!!!!!
haish..
i one man show... superman>.<
really tired le...
i shall nt interfere with the planning next time...
i think its unfair for u guys...
sorrie for all this while..
i will gv suggesion instead of doing it...
u guys will produce the work rite...
jiayou lor ppl :)

depress, stress, tired...
i miss u man >.<
its really killing mii le...

stay strong...
wad doesnt kill u, only makes u stronger :)
i can listen too..(sumpah wont fall asleep)
share with mii yea babe..i wan noe more bout u too.. :)

stay strong

Sunday, August 23, 2009 ♥ 2:51 PM

shd i feel proud of myself??
for staying strong for one week..
never c u...
mayb barr...
but i m not really strong...
i felt like...
okies.. sorrie but to use it..
i really feel like deep shit...

i alr noe such ting will happen...
last time i was like warning u..
ask whether u can take it or not..
actually..i m the one tat cant take it..

another week to not seeing u...
mondae--learning journey
tuesdae--i dun think i will go t sch
wednesdae--rehearsal dae
thurdae--training dae
fridae--learning journey + reheasal...
wth?!!!
i cant take it le larr...

yesterdae nvr online the whole dae....
i was hybernating at home...
piano...piano...piano...
went for a swim in the afternoon though...
to try to forget i m missing him terribly...
bt yea...

stay strong ivy...
>.<
but i m seriously tired of staying strong..
everyone is looking up to mii..
and i cant show the weak side of mii..
the only thing i can do now is stay strong...
tired...but i cant fail...

jiayou barr...
piano exam one word to describe....DIE
fridae full dress rehearsal if the prog head is still sleeping..
i really dunnoe how le...
since i m out for learning journey...
tired man>.<
mentally,physically and emotionally...

stay strong >.<

Friday, August 21, 2009 ♥ 10:05 PM

left hand blue black, thx to volleyball

right hand blue black. thx to badminton

my cousin n mii

hahas...that's us again

okiiess....i admit myself...we r naughty

last one....

blek....

so long nvr post properly le...

lets start from yesterdae...

yesterdae was cool...

i went for badminton instead of vb...

the couch wanted mii in...

he wants mii to play single no 1...

yea yea yea...

played with him 2 hrs...

he made mii run like hell...

without gving mii any rest...

until he himself is tired..

but i hit every ball back to him lei...

only at the end when i play with him i let him move...

thn he was like...this gal no need rest one... not tired...

thn i shy thr... like real...

hahas...

the couch sae i shall in charge of next week pt...

like tats going to happen...

they will all die arr...

last time i do 3h1/2 hrs of pt lei...

they comfirm will die..

let them do 1.5 hr very good le...

todae wan sin said tat,

i look happier playing badminton...

bcoz thr is an aim for mii to achieve...

i feel tat vb cant stretch mii far...

indeed it waste my time..

i really dunnoe wad's more is thr for mii to do

teachers dae rehearsal was like...

my blood vessels really will burst lei....

wth....

tats y i rush home todae...

actually is rush to c my cousin...

if not now i comfirm vessels burst le..

she always rocks my life ...><

we are close man...

i think i wont be able to c him for another week...

coz next week is packed man..

thn he 1 week got to stay 3 daes for the training..

sat he cca...

>.<

mayb next month thn only we will meet again bar...

i m gonna miss him man...

ily babe

Wednesday, August 19, 2009 ♥ 8:23 PM

tired man....
when can i really rest???
i dunnoe....

common test over le...
coming up thr is still matches and matches....
tons of councillors event...
studies....
>.<
lots man....

only wish that i can go out with timothy...
one whole dae...
by the beach...
like tat is good enough...

simple things all suddenly bcum so complicated....
very hard to cope with...
ylc is going to busy agian/....

todae's match is a total dissapointment...
i dunnoe wad is the problem to my gals...
they lost to themselves...
for the 1st time i tok to them in a harsh tone...
coz they really dun suppose to lose...
but it end up a crying session..
i nvr scold them..
juz tell them to reflect..
thn they all started crying...
the usually very siao siao enting cried non stop...
an hour i think...
with xiao yan..
who always seems like emotionless to mii...

thn i spike and spike todae...
to let out my anger....
angry at myself cant bring them further...
haishh....

Monday, August 17, 2009 ♥ 7:48 PM

one month....
so fast man...
time really flies....

went for movie with babe todae...
nvr do anything crazy coz its exam time...
he need to study so do i...
though i still noe my stuff by hard...
but i cant b selfish rite...

chem paper for him.same goes to mii tmr...
can survive??
i think so...
chem and ss....
>.<

happie one month anniversary babe....
there will be more months to go..
and pls update ur blog b4 i kick u... :)

ily many many

Sunday, August 16, 2009 ♥ 6:13 PM

okies...
fall sick...
the doctor gv mii 3 daes mc.
wth..
i dun think i m going to use even 1 dae of it..

yesterdae was a long dae for mii....
early in the morning theworld was shaking...
i m so dizzy..
tat i found it so difficult to walk the custom..
tats y i m late for class...
i slept 18 hrs le lei...
still like tat...
though i never really slp well...
but i did try to slp...
juz cant put down and accept the truth...
so come back to the story...
i was lucky the guard never saw mii enter the sch..
she was too busy entertaining the other 2 guys
so i manage to slip in..

physics lesson...
totally waste my time....
i cant miss the class coz thr is physics test...
after tat i had nath lesson...
really cant tahan le...
and i was so cold man..
wen chun lend mii his jacket(actually is i snatch away form him)
thn i doze off...
he took pic of mii slping...
at the end i manage to delete it,
so yea...

after lesson meet up siti and complain bout my life...
thn meet timothy at yishun...
slack at library...
saw his bio notes...
and i was like...(cough coughh)

after tat head to sembawang park for bbq...
i tot a lot of ppl will come...
but thn it is right the opp...
haha...

left the pit at 8+ with timothy...
we were quite insane...
wanted to walk from sembawang park to sun plaza...
we juz walk one stop thn take bus le...
wad kind of peserverance we have...>.<

i dying in the bus le...
but i never show it...
dun wan him to worry...
tats y i ask him to go home 1st at yishun...
coz the worrld seems like going to crumble down....
thn i dun wan to let him c i so weak...
dun wan him to worry...

met some stupid guy at singapore custom...
keep on saying hi to mii...
thn i juz act like nothing happen....
lucky mii was wearing earpiece...
thn i act i never hear...

reach home le...
drop dead and coulddnt wake up this morning...
went to c doc at 9+
dunnoe wad kind of medicine he gave mi..
let mii so droswy...
come home le straight away sleep....
a good slp...thx to the medicine...
thn he ask mii to eat 2 fever tablets...
coz i having high fever...
gv mii 3 daes mc somemore...
i common test lei...
dun wan to miss it...

timothy made mii promise him i will tc...
thn mondae morning if nvr recpver stay at home
but tmr one month lei...
he was like..
"dun even think of going out if u are still sick tmr..."

so yea...
muz jiayou for common test everyone...
gambatte :)

Thursday, August 13, 2009 ♥ 8:35 PM

time...
planning...
more useful ppl(since now doesnt look like thr is any)
less scolding...
more breathing space...
more time for mii to stay in bed....
1 min tat i dun need to stress of something...
meet the timeline for teachers dae...
be a superwoman and supervise every department(although i always end up doing it)
lesser bomb..though i dun like ppl to wipe up my shit work
stand strong....

these are all i wanted

tired....
tired as in exausted..
even desperate...

happie tat i hv a pillar to support mii...
always recieve bomb from mii..
and he got the technology to avoid it...
but he still willing to recieve it ....
wad kind of luck i hv in my life....

todae we won the game...
woodlands ring!!!
stright game...
so is like
1st set: 25-16
2nd set:25-4
i feel so proud of my gals man...

shant blog anymore...
if not i will not be having my slp tonite...
will elaborate next time...

well done gals...
i love u guys...

baby,
thankyou of everything...
even for being my listening ear...
thankyou for being there for mii...
ich leibedich <3

Monday, August 10, 2009 ♥ 6:45 PM

yea...

pap bought another house...

he gotten a house rite in front of the golf club...

from my house i climb over the fence can reach le..

but it will only b ready by december...

hmm...

nothing much to sae...

nothing much to blog too...

i will be patient for the skatting thing...

but i m really stupid :x

this u cant deny...

ily,babe...

Friday, August 7, 2009 ♥ 9:43 PM

classmates:0

is the hairr nice>?? i do one leii

hehe...the guy in the centre... i m his designer man

our form teacher.. cute rite :)

another lame pic

my senior, and my bestestt fren.. i miss u man

todae is a extremely good dae for mii
1)almost the whole dae spent with timothy
2)no scoldings
3)free from teachers black faces
4)have fun with the drawing contest :)

erm...
sch in the morning..
thn we went to amk with zt and qy...
timothy miss the train...
so funny...
thn waited him at amk...

eat at amk..
actually wanted to take neo print...
buu too many ppl..
nvm...
i will take lots of pics with my fon next time
walk ard amk hub...
finally get bored and we decided to went to north point...
take bus thrr juz to waste time:)

reach north point le, saw jasmin...
she quite ok to mi...
but dunnoe y timothy dun like...
immature?? he said
she is a very nice gal.. wanted my guy to teach her bio.. bout sex someemore
thn wanted to learn math from him...
baby was irritated..
and so i help him reply his msg for him...
at north point keep on being disturb by jasmine's fren...
all looking at mii siall....
wth...

saw aihui t popular too..
and she sae i look like julia>..<
who is it man..
but baby sae i look like her too....
okie..
well..i dunno her

went back to cwp...
catch a movie..
wanted to watch "up"
butt no ticket..
so went to watch gi--joe..
thn bus home...

timothy said that i can hv "affairs" with other guy...
as long as i dun tell him...
wad the hell>.<
but he is bringing mii down into his very own world..
whr he allow no one to enter it..
he brought mii further and further down..
without mii knowing....
when i m awake and had a clear mind...
i alr cant afford to lose him..
he make mii love him more and more without mii knowing...

ich leibedich<3
ily,imy

Thursday, August 6, 2009 ♥ 8:38 PM

i m proud of u gals man :)
woots C gals :)
todae is a rather good dae for mii

happie:)
1) no scoldings from miss ang..woots!!!
2)finish adressing the deco and programme department
3)never doze off in class...
4)home and away with woodlands ring we manage to win one match
1st game:27:25
2nd game : 25:17
3rd game is:23 :25
5) proud of my gals...since we dun hv a coach
6)adress the sch in a very diff manner
7)went up the stage without any preparation
8)respond of the sch was good when i m toking :)
9)chem lesson was a mess
10)i hv done well as an empire :)

bad things :
1) proud of my galss... but worry for them
2)no captain for my team
3)worrying bout the progress of deco and programe
4)a sec 1 gal was irritating... rude!!!not babe sch one..my sch
5)get caught using fon during eng class :x stupid mii
6)3 teachers fighting over mi
7)councillorss & vb team mates
8)wan sin and mii currently in north pole(scolded her)
9)missing u, him and her :)
10)book being confiscated during chem lesson

things to be extremely happie bout:
1) mayb will hv a couch soon..
2)tmr can c my babe
3)wil hv drawings on my face tmr...
4)wore my shoes out todae...
5)the empire shirt fit mii..juz nice...luckily no fats>.<
6) i ate without combining my meals...
breakfast at 11, rice...so proud of myself
lunch at 6.30pm, a cup of milk tea...
dinner at 8.30, a bowl of soup
(i did eat ok....3 meals somemore.. did the time bother??)

Wednesday, August 5, 2009 ♥ 8:38 PM

erm...
sch was per normal for todae...
mr yeo is not here todae..
so yea...

nothing special...
it juz like any other dae...
but i recieve 5 calls from miss ang consecutively...
haha...

teachers dae is coming...
braincels is currently at limited edition...
lots of things to worry bout...

hm...
went back at 1.30 todae...
mama fetch..
break record man...
so early thn leave sch...

went to c doc at bukit timah...
the doc sae i m packed with muscles...
i think its fats though =.=

hand still pain...
and my leg is pain...
bones like falling apart...
the doc use force to twist my body...
haha...
thn i nearly scream and shouted at him..
pain u noe >.<

1st time chat with baby over fon...
dun shock...
haha...
gt bout 1/2hr or more..
dunnoe...
but i enjoys it :)

will be the empire tmr...
the shirt is super small :x
i dun wan to show off my fats :x

Tuesday, August 4, 2009 ♥ 8:23 PM

hias..
wad a dae..
i think i did badly for both my test...
hm...
the whole class said its hard...
yea... a bit larr...
i think can pass...
distinction a bit hard...
break my this term record...
all test fot this term term is 80 and above lei...

morning had a short speech...
its short & sweet..
hm...
then test and test....

eng after recess..
normal?? i guess..
but ms lim tok to mii something..
affect my whole dae mood...

someone todae chat with mii feeling fading....
feelin?? fade??
wad will i do?? this is the question ask...

i dunno...
i think i will not be able to support myself...
once i noe tat thr is someone behind mii,,,
if the pillar suddenly being taken away...
will the building crumple??
i dunnoe

volleyball after tat...
i do more badminton..
causing my right hand to be partially handicap
dun care larr...
wont die also..

will be the empire for thursdae game...
gambatte gals :)

proud of myself todae..
1) went out with shoes on
2)left a mark on baby; and its still thr
3)ate lots... and nvr combine meals... eat rice somemore

breakfast at 11. a plate of rice.
lunch at 2. a lolipop
dinner at 8, a bowl of soup :)

never combine meals rite babe??
haha...juz agree. :)
ich leibedich~

Monday, August 3, 2009 ♥ 9:12 PM

i m so proud of myself...
coz i never forget to put on shoes when i left house for sch :)

wad a dae...
haha...
a dae without my government in sch...
but i still hope tat she is in sch
coz i dun wish her to be sick

okie...
grew 3 kg and 2 cm...
it means tat with every 1cm i grow, i will be 1.5kg fatter..
babe sae cant find any fats on mii...
and i think is not true...
i can survive 3daes without food.
i will hv enough fats to burn >.<>.<>.<

Sunday, August 2, 2009 ♥ 2:13 PM

ok..
dun be shocked for seeing the above pic..

went to my cousin bdae party yesterdae...
this is how we celebrate bdae..
i hv got the same kind too...
believe mii..
it is not as fun as u think...

u got to carry the smile..
and serve ppl...
no free time..

hm...
went out without any shoes yesterdae...
barefooted...
u r right..
stupid and blurr rite...
only notice when i wan leave the car and go swimming..
wth....
can forgot to wear shoes out somemore..
i m so proud of my blurness man...

went in and help up to decorate the place..
erm...
yup... decorate..
nothing much to sae..

bathe at 3 floor... a quick one...
coz a lot of ppl arriving alr...
80 plus ppl coming...
and i m the waitress of the dae...

main corse: lamb,steak,court fish, fish and chips...lots more...
thn we got mushroom soup all those...
2 chef is hired.
andd i m the waitress... the other cousin are the one taking the order...
so ate only at 9+ when the place is quieter..

went up to text baby..
okie....
he very stupid lorr...
luckily i for got to wear shoes...
if not he comfirm kena mii throw one...
he noe wad he did >.<
happie bdae, baby's mama

ich leibedich,
i m a good leader??
mayb bar...
wad doesnt kill mii, only make things stronger..
(is bullying considered oso baby?)

Saturday, August 1, 2009 ♥ 3:22 PM

daes had been harsh form mii...

miss ang souns so disappointed with mii yesterdae...
doenst scold mii...
she juz talk in suce a way tat she will not push mii anymore..
its so far worst thn scolding...

i told her tat i only shed my tears for my gals..
but from now on...
i noe tat i will shed tears for myself oso..
the disappointment i had done to a teacher,,
noa teacher.. its teachers.
disappointed by my gals too...

ms ang wanted to help mii do my shit work...
though its not mine.. its someone else.
but i m the head councillor,
i m the one tat should help cover up my people's shit work...
not u, ms ang...

the job is assigned to head council. to mii. to the council board.
not to u, ms ang.
u can scold mii when things is not done properly.
i juz cant accept the fact tat u r wiping up our shit work...

went to art class last nite...
dragging my feet thr..
tot tat by drawing will make my life better...
but it doesnt...

text baby... he reply very fast >.<
so my pathetic wansin sacrifice her dinner and be my listening ear for 45 mins..
cried for 45 mins...
yea..
1st time in my life i cried so longg..
2nd time in my life i cried in others shoulder..
1st time was the stupid cny.... zt mood spoiled by mii.........
2nd time was yesterdae...

baby said tat it wasnt luck..
its fate...
he can stand strong in front of his biys...
best thing is he shouted at them...
is the courage i lacked for now..
dealing w one whole group of k-o-tic ppl really make mii faint..
i can be the ears for others...
not shouting at ppl^^

must learn more from my darling...
(shout at ppl?/)
hehe...
ily,i miss u :)
ich leibedich <3