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PROFILE ♥
♥VIVYthienJIAQI♥
♥邓佳琦♥
25.02.94
i m who & wad i wanna be
i am the kind of gal tat can be so hurt but can still look at u & smile.
the kind of gal tat is willing to brighten ur dae even if i cant brighten my own
went out to fren house n tell myself to 4get bout him.... wore my new cloth n forget to take pic... juz like annie...
ovverall is a gd dae... i love a new band... il divo... omg... they sang beutifully... simon brought them together..... of coz they r gd.... sg somemore...
thn eat n eat the whole morning... fat 3 kg alr....
i think i use my free time go learn how to dance better.... hip hop can consider.....
hm.... muz work hard le... slack so long... test all kns... muz really work... n aim for my 75% hahas... thn get a new fon....
still got wad nei??? i love all of u.... my sis.... thx for being at my side....
happie new year everyone
Monday, January 26, 2009 ♥ 9:36 PM
260120092133 he is not mine.... not even a dae huh???
hais.. being called a slut... not by him though...
i m giving him a chance to fight back... if he reallly no heart... i can dun patch.. wad for hving his body but not his heart??
a gal called... whoever it is... u dun scold mii like tat... u r the 1st gal who scold mii... i never sae i dun wan to gv in.. i wan to tok to him not u.. wad for hving u being a postman,... ok... fine.. postwoman.....
nobody agree wii patch back.... n i dun really need t hv u back... if i m despo to hv a stead.. i hv 2... nope 3... if u consider another guy 4... waiting...
i dun wan to scold u... therfore i remain silence... but u really hurt mii...
i tot u noe mii well enough... wad i dun like n wad i dislike... esp the whoever gal who scold mii... i told u once bout jingting... it hurt mii u noe.. really....
if u dun wan... i will let go... but gal.... i let go not bcoz of u...
i only wanna listen to him... not mii being a slut... n throw the face of women... u hurt mii saeing tat.... n i will always rmb... juz like how jingting did... n i rmb... though i sae i dun mind.. but i really did mind..
she call mii slut.. throw gal face.... exactly wad u did gal.. i wun b mean... coz i noe how it feels...
n it really hurt my dear... is those kind of pain tat u cant cry out... even though how hard u try....
believe mii... sometimes i wonder i wanna believe wad jingting sae.... but now... u persuade mii... coz u r not the only one calling mii tat.. u make mii believe..
i will let him go.. if u like him... treate him well...
♥ 3:30 PM
250120092343 together with jeremy again...
v sad now... i v touch of wad nina did 4 mii... really v v v touch...
my whole family laugh over the winnie the pooh again.... they v mean... take it as a joke since last year... every gathering... sure hv this topic....
guess wad... they joke n laugh until cry...
i wonder they got think of my feelings or not....
msg yl... he never reply.... 3 msges....
like i msging to the sea... without stating i m msging to the , crabs,sharks,fish,jellyfish... etcetc....
dunnoe him laarr... i will hold on to this relationship.. until i dunnoe how to breathe,,,, untill i need ppl remind mii tat i m not brething.... i mean it... i alrr hurt u once.... i will let u hurt mii this time....
JEREMYJIANGYUNLING.... like it or not.... u will always b my DARLING....
Sunday, January 25, 2009 ♥ 10:17 PM
(i'm sorry if i didn't ask your permission earlier)
If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it doesn’t, then it was never meant to be.” Ivy Thien Jia Qi. I've known you since May2007, we've been through alot of ups and downs together. We manage to stick through for the very long time. I've never been with a friend without quarreling and etc. With you, i may shout, scream, treat you bad, during training, But the next morning, we're back to the best sisters. We promised to keep our hair (eventho i break the promise), We manage to be together all the time in school, I still remember, mid Aug, when Jianting left me, We sat at the stairs listening to "wo wei shen me hai ai ni". You drew me a comic picture of a girl with high ponytail.
When 2008 started, you and Jiayi were the ones who saw how much, Hurt i was when Jianting asked for Qianyee's number. When they were together walking back, We both sat at the busstop innocently, eventho we both felt how much upset i was. When she cried and we fetched her back, Jianting was being cruel. She was crying, but deep down, i was the one crying endlessly. When i was with Din in March, you told me to slow down. I should have listened to you ): The night before i got back with Jianting, you talked to him, About being in r/s. You were shock the next day when you heard. But i knew i had yr support and love altogether still.
When Jeremy was jio-ing you, Qianyee & I had yr support. We didn't want you to feel left out. We begged you to accept him. And you did. The 6 of us were at the happiest, that two months. The movies, lunchs, kfcs, breakfast, amkhub, his house. (Jianting, me, Zhentao, Qy, Tracia, Haining, You and Jeremy) The 8 of us were happy.
But when Jeremy destroyed it, all of us were shocked. "Maybe on the outside, he may have changed from top to toe, But deep within . . . . . . . . .. . . .. who knows" On cny eve, here we are, smsing about Jeremy. This shows how much he matters to you. Idk whats his problem, nobody knows. Why is it so hard? Why is it too much for him? Why is he running away from the past? Why why why . .
But dear, i'll try my very best to make it up to you. All the bad things i did to you, all the good things you've done for me! I'll try my best to give yr happiness with stupid JiangYunlong. You've always been there for me .. ... So now, no matter what happens, i'll love you all the way! :D
IloveeeeeeeIvyB.
Saturday, January 24, 2009 ♥ 5:11 PM
stupid mii.... wad i really want??
haiz.... i wan jeremy to b mine forever.... i wan him.... him HIM... HIM... & HIM....
hv spent a few sleepless nite..., cant realli slp well... coz always dreamt of him... thn i will juz keep on waking up... coz always dreamt tat he belong to others... stupid mii :x
but thn dreamt of him yesterdae.... AGAIN~ but thn i did slp well... i dreamt of mii being cold in my bed... in sch,... is like some type of camp... all sec3 hv to attend...
i never bring my slping back... it was freaking cold.... he came.... sit bside me... hug mii tight... mii juz slp inside him... press my face thight against his chest.... dun wan him to leave mii again... i slept inside my dream... so cool... thn in my dream.... i woke up.... still in his arm... he was asleep..
i dun rmb the rest of the dream.. i only rmb the gd things... haha.... wake up very early in the morning... but thn i felt super energetic.....
Thursday, January 22, 2009 ♥ 10:14 PM
todae yun long never come school.... so wad?? although i tell myselff tat... but thn i still care..
hope tat he juz slp late, cant wake up... keep on persuading myself... never contact him oso... juz persuade myself he is not sick... simply cant wake up..
todae qianyee's mother cum sch find trouble... dunnoe now how le... haiz.... i really dun understand sial... & her UNCLE SSSSSSSSSSSSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMM~~~~~ i dun like siol~~
anyway... hv a fun time during trainig n a math class... i dun understand y nina dunn like... hais....
tired.... tmr another match... hais.... as long as wii do our best... i m satisfied....~~~~
lol... kampateiiiii!!!
Monday, January 19, 2009 ♥ 8:12 PM
love start with a smile... developes into kiss... ends with a tear -bobby poh-
like writting for mii.... specially for ivythienjiaqi... hahas...
todae pe lesson wii do discus... i never participate... show totally no interested...
kena punish.,... again.. as usual... mr philip:"u r my sports rep....aouncillor somemore....becoming the head alrr...still slack thr... ler./...
thn went back to class.. hv lesson..... thn assembly... everything went on n on... as usual... but every hr,,, every min... even every seconds... i m missing him... more n more....
i love him more thn i realise.... the warmth he gave mii,,, he tolerate everything n anything... such a perfect guy....
but thn i only learn how to treasure when i lost it... serve miie right... hmpm..... dunno larr... find it really stupid.....
but thn i m the one which is doing it.... wad the helll............ grrrr................. really dunnoe wad i wan sial~~~
Sunday, January 18, 2009 ♥ 5:59 PM
did lots of shopping todae.. so never do a lot of things...
18 todae.. hm... obviously not a dae for mii...
so.. lets blog bout yesterdae...
went to swim.... erm... 1km... to b exact is 1200m
thn went to a party... my mum's bdae actually.. but i din enjoy parties.. unless with school mates...
if not is always boring... slept in 3rd living rm... with the tv & aircon on.... went into my dream at bout9.30~~~
b4 tat i was sitting at the 3rd floor balcony.. windy... can recall a lot of things... can imagne a lot of things oso... hahas... stary night i can sae... and the moon is exactly half... amazing~~~ usually i tok to yl at thr.... very comfy.... but thn never call him... he said he wun pick up his hp...
haiz... i will find chance to tok to him... i promise... i wun let u run away from the topic.... whether u like it or not... blek~~~ i dun care....
u teach mii to love u... u teach mii to cry~~~ so i wil teach u how to b strong... n how to face the reality... face it my dear.... my darling~~~
Saturday, January 17, 2009 ♥ 2:17 PM
cried 4 times this week... felt v useless... really very...
1st...i m not a v gd councillor 2nd...not a very good stead.... 3rd not a very good captain oso... 4th...i myself is not gd...
juz felt v useless...
Wednesday, January 14, 2009 ♥ 8:37 PM
talk over fon 4 so long.. 2 hr bar.. let mii realise wad i hv done....
wad is happiness?? wad is lve?? wad is promises??
it meant nothing to mii now... my heart alr died/... best thing is i noe i m doing the wrong thing... but thn i choose to continue...
sad u noe,, very sad... really... the taste of tears..
i sun wan to blog alr... heart died.........................................................
Monday, January 12, 2009 ♥ 6:34 PM
lame picsss...with frindge hyper short
♥ 6:22 PM
went to sch as usual todae... breakfast wif jt & nina... went to scol... everything gone as usual...
crazy in eng class... haining sae she will quit her vulgarities... every big word she sae... she hv to pay us $5....
hahah.... i sure make money wan... is gd & clever to invest in her..
haha... thn ss class... haipeng dunnoe cant speak eng.... but thn he can sae" useless" quite well////
jeez... sch end.. went to collect my jersey... wlw,... print wrong... i like the colour v much... esp the grey wan... *@##$$% but thn they print wrong... dun sae the design... which is really out.. they never put our sch name... cant even go for competition lorr.... thn this thurs got match... no jersey sial...
sae will deliver us at fridae... wii dun hv jersey 4 cca dae alr... thn todae cum... print us the wrong thing... some more cant even qualified for the match...
gr........... thn went to cwp... sae jjyl... actually i m not suprise... he go thr often now a daes... with his china frens
talk with wansin... thn walk one round.. now i m home... blogging^^
Sunday, January 11, 2009 ♥ 11:38 AM
went to watch semi final of vb yesterdae... semi finals.... presbytarian was thr... but they are not as strong as last time... at least not yesterdae..
called yl at nite.... 9+ alrr still hven eat... haiz.. anyway.. he was outside wif frens. so he will eat wan...
thn go back... think of things tat will not b possible to happen... slp... until now.... a bit sick.. cold~~~~
tctc^^ (will b going out for the finals later)
Saturday, January 10, 2009 ♥ 10:45 AM
so long never post alr.so i think i will post once a week starting from now....
yesterdae happened a lot of things.... i lost control of my emotion n cried.... yesterdae was cca dae.. i contibute nothing other thn tears... i m not crying bcoz of him... i m crying coz i m sick of myself... i regret everything.... & i really mean everything.... how can i b so cruel... i cried bcoz i m foolish n selfish.. sad at 1st... thn i sing to myself to make mii happier... at the end, my tears starting to cum out...
thn nina took my passport home.... great... luckily i notice while i m in scol.. thn she take back to custom n we meet thr...
back home... everything no mood to do.... super tired oso cant slp... guilt... so i call him n apologise... it make mii feel better... really... thn he ask mii how i expect him to respond... never mind or its ok... i dun really care... i juz wanna sae sorry... but thn after joking... he also apologise back... i dunnoe y... but i m interested to noe y... anyway... its alr 9++ went o my bed...
think of wad annie ,munkei,zu er they all did 4 mii.... really thanks lots lots to u all... at the same time... really v sorry...
i m not trying to worry u all.. i was juz really no mood.. no mood to do anything... even talking.... so sorry SORRY SORRY SORRY... THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU!!!
Monday, January 5, 2009 ♥ 7:13 PM
went 2 cwp todae.... while i reach thr i hv a very strong feeling tat i will bum into jjyl.... so zhun.... i really DID bump into him~~ twice somemore....
hm.... todae is the 1st group of sec ones go tru thier amazing race... cool... juz very tiring...
thn hv the mass dance at 12.30 fun....
but again... tiring... now flat alrr...
will not go to class tmr oso... i WANT to go... n i defitely mean it....
Sunday, January 4, 2009 ♥ 7:00 PM
went to watch a few of vb match todae~~
hm... so cool lor... from yesterdae until todae.... all the jersey no.6 wan is the strongest,...
a bit regret i nvr take back the no. took 16.... is a big dae to mii... since he dun even wan to be fren with mii anymore... ask mii to treate him as if he is a stranger to mii... oh great!!!
so if i wan another relationship next time... i will ask him... break alrr can b gd frens.?? cannot thn dun stead better~~~
anyway.... juz came back from vb... (papa's training) alot more tiring thn coach's
no bluff~~~ ==
tctc^^
Friday, January 2, 2009 ♥ 10:28 PM
todae did happen a lot of things....
1)settle bout jersey 2)banner 3)class thingy
like tat only meii?? like a lot of things sial....
hm.... early in the morning... my brother & sis get so excited... brother wake up the earliest... blow his hair somemore... coz 1st dae of sec csh(in case u dunnoe...he is now in bed)
as for sis... 1st time morning session.... anyway.... suprisingly no jam.. so v early...
went to sch... get ready 4 my duty...
everything pass as usual...
here is the unusual thing.... jjyl is back... with SHORT hair.... 1st dae kena detend le... tat is not shocking... the shocking part is y is he still in this sch....
hm.... anyway... after tat got some talk... thn go back to our claass....
form teacher:mr yeo mr yeo=class will endd later=no books allow under desk
the worse is thr... 3 math together... poa,e math n a math.,... i can cry until no tears.... ask mii to carry so heavy to walk the malaysia custom??/ u got to b joking....
hm.... thn never eat at recess... as usual... but thn never eat breakfast... lunch also skip....
went to find ms niu... jersey no:16 both L size.... 1 grey 1 blue...
settled alr went to do the banner.... thn went to join the councillor....
no dry run.. end v early sial... thn wait tam wan qing until 6.15 2.30 hr of waiting.. i m bored until i take the lettle tat jjyl gave mii, copy & rewrite once... refresh my memory...
