its dead for so long...

back from kamparrr....

thn chiong for councill stufff....

elabrate beloww..\

1st dae of the trip...

baby call mii,

bt his voice its getting softer and softer...

guess he is going to fall asleep anytime...

rachelle's papa send us thr,,,

brunch at airport...macsss..

left singapore at 2+

took "firefly"

ever heard of it??

the pilot its damn lousy...

like the plane is gonna crash any sooner...

a lot of screamss...

reach ipoh at 4 +

transfer to kampar via bus...

check in at 5+

dinner at 6+

at nite we did some reflection and debrief,

dance dance sing sing..

thn sleep..

i m the last to wake up..

okiess...kind of as usual aa..

hahas...

we are suppose to meet at 7 for breakfast...

morning call arrange for us its 6 am...

but my room mates all get ready even b4 6...

oh my,,,,

i juz simply refuse to wake up...

turn and turn in my bed till 6.30 :D

good breakfast...

thn yes..

we head off to caving...

its damn damn damn super fun can :)

i wan to go again.....

>.<

reach hotel at 3+

thn we go shopping at tesco

dinner was again crazzyyy...

was debting over the waitress is a girl of a guy...

nite we do the same thing...

so nothing specialll

last to wake up agian...

hahas..

untill peiisseee come in i think...

she was like damn shock...

coz breakfast its own time own target...

of coz i wake up late larrr..

hahas...

she came in le,

then i stroll inside the bathroom

head off to the orphanage after tat...

had some ice breakers...

thn we paint their study room for the rest of the dae...

its fun larrr.

hahas...

thn i suddeny bcum the director of vase company,,,

hahas..

no niddd praise...

haha..

tiring dae..

head back hotel for lunch,

after lunch go back and paint again...

tiring daee..

stayed thr till 5 +

dinner at hotel..

oh...

get really crazzyyy...

was sitting with the mentorss for dinner..

thn thn thn ...

they all laugh till dunnoe which country...

all bcoz of our vase company..

and all the jokesss..

buhahas...

i think wdl slc really crazzyy lorrr..

we bring all crazzyyy ppl goo...

hahas...

peisee, rachelle, wansin and mii

the mentors all solute us...

thn we end up playing taboo..

hahas...

its damn fun can...

we are suppose to guess the word"father cristmas"

thn thn thn,

the clue given for father is..

"wad u 1st sae when u wanna pray at the church"

my immediate ans was"amen"

buhahahhas.sss

all the mentors and ppl laugh till crawling at the floor...

same thing every nite...

reflection,,, debrief,,,, laugh laugh,,, crazzy crazzyy,,, dance dance

bathe after tat,..

camp at peisee's room.

thn go slp....

morning its the same thing..

go back to the orphanage for final touch up....

lunch le thn hv some "workshop"

with the orphans...

wasn't really happie...

coz recieve a scolding msg from miss ang....

i din noe wad gone wrong...

and the exact word she use was

" i din care how freaking tired u are when u are back"

my mood completely spoile le lorrr..

butbutbut..

the orphans so called"enlighten" mii larrr..

they taught mii lots of thingss.s.

thn my mood wasnt tat bad le..

head off to westlake by 4+

dancing in the public man...

juz to earn the free supper :)

actually its for the fun larr..

damn cool can..

can throw all the face thr...

nobody noe uu..

ahhas

went back to hotel...

thn thn thn..

haimidah found out that she lost her wallet...

the wallet itself alr cost $300+

inside got her identification all those,

money and handphone...

oh my

thn thn thn..

she was damn upset...

she cried man....

everyone was upset...

in the end we found it in the bus...

but still..

the dinner atmosphere weren't thr...

it feels sort of...

COOOOLLLLDDDD...

i fast fast eat le thn excuse myself to the rooftop..

damn unsualll can...

at nite the reflection session.

they make mii share bout the msgg...

oh my..

i nearly criedd...

this time round,

we never dance nor do anything...

we went for prize presentation...

its damn fun can...

the mentors all so funny....

they gift out bears :)

peisee>>"best i do not wan to b a vase"

wansin>>"best chili padi"

rachelle>"best scandalas"

still got lots more funny award...

i got the "best bhb"

and got a special gift..

as being the "best camper"

thankyou thankyou...

no need praise...

thn thn thn ..

we went out for supper...

lots of laughter thr..

we share share of our relationship status...

then the mentor told us hers...

she said she gt a time table back thn...

wad time her parents will be at whr..

thn she avoid tat place..

she even told us trick how to cheat our parents feelings man....

so cooll..

thn we ourselve oso shared tricks larrr..

damn funny cann...

hahas....

tat night we swoop rooms...

i slept w wansin and peisee...

reach hotel only at midnight..

after bathing all those...

1+ thn we go slp...

i shd b the 2nd to wake up...

but yea...

i end up being the last again>.<

last dae being at kampar...

we juz go shopping...

nothing much...

the flight back to ipoh was delayed...

thn thn thn...

u guess wad,...

we saw one of the mediacorp actress...

she is damn tall and pretty...

thn our mentor Desmond got crazy over her...

we played outside the airport...

toook lots of pics...

when we check in...

the actress juz sit in front of us man..

thn desmond keep on asking mii to go ask the actress to take pic...

oh mmy...

damn paisehh larrr..

in the end we took lots of picsss//

the flight its 1 and a half hour...

i think i knock out for 1hr 15 mins...

again...

the pilot flying skill was limited eddition,...

its really v bad..

the whole plane u can hear sceaming...

like u are in a roller cooster>.<

reach back singapore at 6+

homed at 9+

thn end up clearing some shit work..

practise piano,

and slp at 11+

morning went to meeting..

damn damn damn freaking tiring...

but still...

got to do right...

home at 6+

was w peisee..

thn shared lots of things..

i nearly cried...

my momma ask mii whether its fun or not...

everydae not home...

i was upset..

thn i nearly shout at her and said

" i din even hv my lunch. u think its i wan 1 ar?"

ate little for dinner...

juz a few bites...

my face was stress and sad,

my family members all dun dare to touch mi...

cont with council stuff right home...

my face damn stress...

got lots of stufff to do...

thn lots of phone calls to b made...

slepp at only 1+

wake up early,.

coz gt to b in sch at 7...

cont with the projecttt.

damn tiring cann....

thn meeting at 8...

its our graduation nite..

so the whole council is back...

went out to set up booth at 12.30..

i was constanly clearing shit work...

so my lunch only cup noodle..

eat less thn 5 mins..

thn thn thn..

went to set up booth....

got scolded again...

wth??!!!!

wasnt really happie..

and i cried on the way home..

i had been constanly crying inside myself..

but this time round..

i cried out.....

i got my bro to call mii...

damn sad....

how hard had i work..

i juz cant reach the stupid target...

no matter how hard i work....

i still simply cant reach...

i can be overloaded with work...

till my piano result turn out like shit...

coz i din even got the time to practise it...

everynite.

reach home, on com. cont with my work..

skip dinner constantly..

until i get use to it..

i can go without dinner everynite..

without feeling any hunger..

but in the morning, my gasstric always kills mii

all the way till midnight,...

lack of sleep...

in the morning still get lots of scolding..

i dunnoe y i m working this hard man...

overwork till i fall sick..

headache still had to go back sch..

and still got to get loads of scolding...

sick and tired of it man...

and the thing that u wan is always changing..

i dun even noe y i get the scoldng most of the time..

and i still stay strong..

i really cant take it anymore...

tats y i wanna transfer sch..

i m not only tired..

i m sick and tired...

grrr...

"u v happie u r stepping down rite?"

"hv u every think of who is the one tat is pushing u up?"

thn let mii ask u back..

who is the one tat FORCE mii up??

i told u i din wan to be the head council..

i even told u i din wan to b a councillor...

but still...

i worked real hard...

i really did..

the whole journey back to sch its only crying...

even timothy noes it.

wth!!!

my msg cant even hide my feelingsss...

and i told him i m okies, when i m really not...

my eyes were red...

thn i still gt the principal to ursher..

hasihh.....

the whole graduation nite was tiring....

even a random teacher notice how tired i was...

but i still gt to go home and continue with my work...

when my head feel like its exploding...

and my eyes was damn painful...

i feel tat i can even sleep standing mman...

home at 10+

no time to slp le..

no time for dinner,

when i din even had my lunch and breakfast...

the whole dae i go without meal..

all the way till 2+

thn i slept on the table

woke up even earlier,

coz i gt to be in sch by 6.30>.<

awww...

cant find the time to sleep man...

continue the touch up at nacli...

tat dae its the slc festival..

anisah simply lost her voice.

and i ended up being the presentor....

its like tat one larr..

its always mii..mii and still mii

gt use to it...

i think i did quite a good job on presenting...

nothing goes wrong..

got ppl question whether wansin and mii is sisters...

oh my...

tiring tiring tiring..

only when i m heading back to sch i realise tat

tat dae its 17....

how time fliess..

reach sch at 4+

i knocked out the whole journey back to sch..

when i reach sch..

myu butt its stuck at the chair..

cont my slp...

damn damn damn tiredd...

meet timothy after tat..

thn went to meet the people sessionn...

was crazy...

again!!!!

mii and wansin ddanciin thr mann...

oh my!!!

thn we play true or dare...

stayed thr all the way till 10+

reach back home at 11+

anyhow shower...

thn head off to slpp///

oh..

tats todae...

guess wad time i wake up???

12+++

oh my...

hahas...

rot at home the whole dae :)

tats all...

sorrie for the wordy post :P