okies....todae is finally the big dae...
"sch heros @ north west"
was damn tiring can...
i m damn disappointed by myself...
i had not been active larrr...
stupid stomach cramp..
i oso dunnoe y i get lorr..
cramp till leg numb lei...
tears oso wan fly out le..
thn everything is the volunteers do one>.<
feel damn bad...
thankyou guys... i love u :D
my cramp got better at ard noon..
luckily...
i din tell anyone i m not feeling well,
coz i scared later beeeeee noe ><
so only my gals noe bout it :D
overall the event was a success
coz gt ivy thien mar :D
but but but still,
thx to everybody's hardwork
tired tired tired
seriously thr is something wrong with my body
i can feel it
told mama bout it,
thn she sae coz i over work myself too much...
my time table is packed,
thn got no time to rest.
when it is time to rest,
b4 i gt enough,
my engine will start running again
thn my meal is always not on time
therefore now i gt no appetite
thn tired very fast
my body its alr rebelling
but i keep on carry on,
ignoring them
>.<
nag nag nag only lorrr
but seriously i m tired larr...
din really wanna go c doc
but i aint going to make my baby worrying,
while he is undergoing operation oso
>.<
the stupid doc comfirm go twist my body anyhow
thn gv mii lots of medication de
worst thing is she will poke my finger everytime
with needlessssss
i wanna recover fast fast
coz thr is still lots of things waiting for mii
slc project>.<
knocking on the door le>.<
i juz need the beach now
its the place i can 4get everything
if not my head will be on going and running
without mii knowing
its freaky coz its getting to be a habit soon
i start to do things without mii knowing
like last time
i longed to go out,
but not so now
thn at home, i nvr spend my time roaming round
instead i found myself studyin
i juz cant let my brain rest
i will feel....
awkward??
dunnoe larr...
i dun wan to be like this>.<
its CRAZZZZZYYYY lorrrr
i cant juz sae wansin
i muz b reflecting on myself oso>.<
