i am so selfish.it doesn't even cross my mind that i might be the cause of it.
it just doesn't feel right to blog about today's outing.
it doesn't comprehend with my current disoriented mood.
i was glad that i saw the sea today.
it carried away and healed some of my wounds.
memories that i had officially declared highly confidential
and had been locked in the deepest cell of my heart
was being broken into.
it has taken me over a year to lock it,
but it is so vulnerable,
it was being broken into so easily,
a lot easier than i had been imaging,
the key to the cell is just
a single message received out of the blue~
maybe,
i should get over it,
and start building another cell.
the strongest i can made.
lock those feelings into the cell,
send a single prayer,
and throw the key into the sea
i like sea a lot
it calms me down.
maybe it is because
the sea doesn't seem to
come to an end.
i don't know why i am blogging about all these shit,
but the fact is that.
i really don't want to know the reason behind it.
as nina said :
what's yours, is always yours.
